And you say you miss the old you sometimes. But why? Because the old you was all rigth, all decided, all certain, all contained, full of fears that paralyzed, full of halters, mental ones. That girl with few friends only, always at home, speaking little and low voice, no riks, no risking anything. Always reading and watching movies, always visiting and picturing realities where life happened with adventure.

You say you miss this girl. Maybe, when things are too fast. But this girl is so far behind. One day she took a risk and never stopped. She decided to risk, I don't know when or why anymore, and maybe she liked the power it brings, but the thing is she decided to live. And maybe she wants the old girl sometimes because she let go of her fears, and once she did that there is nothing to hold on to, nothing to hold you back. You enter a free fall with new possibilities you didn't know existed and see yourself as if you're in the middle of the sea. In the sea when there's no float anymore, so either you float by yourself or you swim in the water. You find balance not to sink. balance. Equilíbrio em meio à insanidade. Sereníssima.